: It would be easier...

Hello there, I'm Rachael.
For me the act of writing poetry is so many things. It's confessional, diary-keeping, hopeless speculation, problem solving, story-telling, therapy, anger management and relaxation all rolled into one convenient (and free) package. Almost everything I write is from personal experience. And because of the anonymous nature of a blog, I feel comfortable sharing things I wouldn't dream telling anyone in my everyday life. I suppose it's my outlet, my own little secret endeavour that keeps me sane and is entirely mine. I make no promises of producing 'quality' pieces of worthwhile literature. My main objective is to be honest, and hopefully you'll be able to find something you can to relate to in this jumble of words.

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16:33 26th Feb 2012

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It would be easier…

It would be easier if she was a bitch. If she was a horrible, despicable human being.
But she is not…
She is kind, funny and intelligent. She is welcoming to strangers and unconditionally caring to those who don’t deserve it, and would never return the favour to her.
I can’t hate such a girl.
I wish I didn’t love her too, my life would be easier if she wasn’t so wonderful. That she didn’t make you so happy - it would be easier.

But, I want you to be glad to be alive, to find joy in life.

So I smile, when she kisses you across the table. I try not to cry, when you go into the other room for the night together.

One day, maybe love will find me again. Like it has found you.
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